The Things I See

The things i see

 I'm not afraid of the unknown

I'm not afraid of being alone

I can see that others don’t understand

I feel like a lost sea shell hidden beneath the sand

waiting eagerly for someone to pick me up and take me home

so I could share with them my inner thoughts and will no longer be on my own

but I know sometimes my thoughts are to crazy

make believe and sometimes hazy

I’m not afraid of dieing

and to rant I stick to writing

I never kill tiny bugs

they have lives too

I don’t like playing God

I think of too many thoughts at a time

I'm living behind a wall you weren’t fit to climb

and sometimes I'm scared of nothing at all

I never capitalize

my i's

if I did it would make me feel like im too important

ans late at night when I cant sleep

I like to draw and day dream

I still obsessed with  Pokemon

and i still watch and laugh at old friends reruns

I play poker but not lady gaga style

I'm outgoing but sometimes it takes awhile

I'm shy too but only when we first meet

I don’t need a man to sweep me off my feet

I think about others that are struggling

and how in awe I am that they keep fighting

I think about starving children

and how some of us are sitting here doing nothing for them

I have day dreams about meeting Mario

and how people enter our life’s then later go

I ponder about many things

like the pain and joy this world brings

late at night I think about many things

things I create and make believe

I think about the happiness I get from just watching the sun rise

I think about all the pain and sorrow yet joy I see in the worlds eyes

I think about how blissfully ignorant others are including me

I think about everything in this world ive yet to see

id rather spend all my time outside

then staying indoors and secretly hiding

I loveremembering the smell of the ocean

And loving my God is where I put all my devotion

I wish that you could see

all my thoughts that I'm thinking

I wish that just some ONE could understand

how precious this life is

And just for once someone would take my hand. 

so big and so bright

so unique and fierce yet so kind

I wish that you could see the beautiful things I see

all the worlds endless possibilities

I wish you could feel this

kind of love it brings so much bliss

and rides you of enemies

its never dark here

you never have to fear

this is home to me

I wish the world could see

the things that I see.

things i think about late at night when i cant sleep and through out the day 

i swear no one understands whats goin on up here .. but here's an insight.